Wednesday, October 22, 2008
{ 10:46 PM }
current mood: whatever *rolls eyes*
currently listening to: cute is what we aim for.
wow. today was okay lah. not that bad. gems was abit boring. hah. love relations. it was a bore. i cud actually fall asleep. and we have assignment! omg! i was like wtf. haha. people were nice. but its awkward since i dint come last week. but its fine. hahaha. no mats at least. then after that it was off to town.
town was okay. my workmates bullied me. disturbing me with this guy i like well. now not so much. cuz hes like very clingy. texting me every min, every hour. even when im in class he wants to text me. omg. haiz. hes cute and all but enuf is enuf uh. hes like over protective too. like everytime i have to go off somewhere he ask with who and what am i doing. i was like urgh. give me my space. ure not even my bf. haiz. it was all the idea of my fren who told him. my gawd. now im suffocating. this is why i dont want a bf. haiz. ahhh!! can i just like disappear for a while. and like dont text anyone. i dont think we are even compatible. i dunno ah. haiz.
i want a guy whos into the same things as me like music or movies. personalities like they dont text u so much that u feel like throwing away ur phone. like they will always say have fun with a smile even tho it hurts them to know they're not with u. like how they always hug u when they c u and hug u when they leave u. it means that they want u to be safe and wanted. and even if they are with their friends they always look for u and smile at u even just for one sec just to c if u wud smile back. like when they touch ur hand u just dont ever want to let go. like when they steal a kiss on ur cheek when ure not expecting it. like how u will sit at a park late at night with no one there but the two of u and u talk about silly things about urself and laugh. like how when u just have this moment where u stare at him and u get closer and closer like u just might kiss. or like how u spend time with ur group of frens and thinking that why cant it just be the two of u and when u tell him while walking home he says the same thing. its like a fairytale. i might not happen for me. well. half of it did but half of it im just still wishing for it. those are the things that makes me know if im in love with him or not. so safe to say. im not meeting any new guys at the given moment, which is now lah. hahaha.
i think that is all i have to say. btw. watch rock and rolla. its good. super2 awesome but its m18 lah. haha. so just to make sure. kiddies dont watch kay. hahahaha. not for the young nor for the faint hearted. oh did i mention there's a sex scene in it. i know the guys wud wanna watch it. guys love action movies. the shooting the killing the sex the foul language the music. everything was awesome. even songs i know is in the movie. "be my, be my, be my little rock and roll queen" i forgot what song it is but i think its by the subway. maybe im wrong. anyone? haha a little help??
i bid u farewell. i even watched mamma mia dvd with my mummy just now when i got home. ahha. its so cute. i even sang with my mum like most of the songs. =) nights everyone =)
