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Wednesday, August 6, 2008 { 8:35 PM }

current mood: sleepy and headachey.
currently listening to: there for tomorrow(good band yo) =)

this is going to be one of the longest post ive written haha. surprise2.

wow. ystd was a blast! haha. i had so much fun. cam whoring and eating food. haha. loved the food. ystd was like such a wonderful day that im gonna miss my uncle's family when the go back to aussie. haha. but now my english sounds like aussie english. dammit haha. just abit tho. so its cool. haha. loads of pics were taken. and yeah after like ard 1 my parents went home. my other uncles went home and my aunts also. it was only me uncle kamal, uncle zahari, uncle zul, mal and her bro. so its was fun drinking at the wee hrs of the morning even tho got this damn irritating indian fuckers who were blasting hiphop songs. no offence ah but its kinda annoying in the wee hrs and i dun really listen to them. grr. got home this morning at ard 6 haha then i was knocked out damn bad. haha. once i layed my head on my pillow i was gone. aha. woke up at 3. played ps2 when my parents got back. haha. yeah they are gamers too haha. funky parents i know. haha. then like i was thinking2 and i was totally spacing out man. damn.

i was thinking of loads of things. haha. sch boys and my family. family cuz im gonna miss my uncle. havent seen him or his family fr soooo long. hopefully dad lets me go to aussie nxt year haha. fingers crossed!! haha. sch cuz ive got loads of projects and the are killing me man! argh! i just cant think straight. i havent even started on my oc presentation fr this fri. damn im so screwed. haha. music. what can i write thats persuasive fr music. damn. haha. and its like fr underground artists. haha. i dunno ah. just impromtu. haha. boys. wow. boys is a broad subject fr me. haha. im bad at relationships is one thing. bad luck with boys is another. maybe i shud just frgt abt having a guy and just be single and free. cuz its hard fr guys to get my attention cuz i like have loads of guy frens. haha. its true. im a tomboy but still a girl at heart. haha

guys wud have to do loads of stuff to grab my attention man. im like grr. haha. guys have to sensitive but yet manly so they dont look gay. haha. and also being a musician is a bonus but i dun care what u do as long as u have a great personality im cool. but u got to have great taste in music esp. good music means good mood haha. and i love going to local gigs to support the local bands. i love to belt out local songs like lie you a fairytale or now we will or dkny with my frens. i just love a guy who can like make me laugh all the time. whom i can talk about anything and everything under the big blue sky. he has to be able to accompany me shopping. haha. and someone who i can be my bestfriend and my boyfriend at the same time. i just love someone who can just cheer me up when im down and get along well with my frens esp. if u dun like my frens then say bye bye to ur chances with me. choosy yes but it is what makes me happy. everyone wants to be happy. im not that type who like sticks to my bf every single min. i hate that. i hate guys who do that also. and i dun care who u go out with a guy or girl cuz i dun like being that sort thats over protective. and i had an over protective bf once i was so pissed off that i just dumped him after a mth. it sucks yeah but i dun like to be in a cage. i like to be able to do what i want and when i want. and of course i love a guy who surprises me once in a while even tho we dont go out tgtr much. haha. if u think im too demanding then whatever. haha. its just me. im sure some girls agree to my choice of guys and characteristics of them. so just stfu! hah.

whatever it is i need to slp. i wanna wake up early to do my oc tmr b4 class. haha. and after class im gonna sit infront of my laptop in sch to finish up my oc so i can think of what to say on fri. haha. cheerios and may god b with u. sleep tight everyone! enjot the photos below b4 u go. my head hurts frm thinking too much hah.